Hiccup and Astrid

A movies is more interesting when you can relate it to yourself.

That's pretty well what I felt

when I watched 

How To Train Your Dragon 2.

I like Hiccup,

despite his stubbornness,

annoyance

and such,

he has this kind of leadership that I adore.

Well,

I like a guy with great leadership skills.

I adore Astrid too,

cause she is the kind of support system that

someone should have.

She believes in him when everyone else doesn't.

My favourite line,

well ofc

"Haha, so funny."

The story behind the line,

is only me and him would know.

*wink*

Toothless.

How To Train Your Dragon 2

Your heart knows what you want, most of the time.

You just need to keep searching for it.

Life can be pretty hard, 

but we need to sacrifice to achieve our dreams.

Good heart is what it takes to win a devil's heart,

because devil always loses to an angel.

Family is what matters most,

and if you have that one friend

that will always be your superb companion,

appreciate him/her.

Because she/he completes your life.

And at times,

we might lose something,

but God will always grant us with something better in return.

We just have to believe in Him.

Hidden Gems

One thing about education ;

you get to inspire people.

And most of the time,

it makes you appreciate what you have.

Not everyone in this world is born fortunate.

Some are born with money,

but they are not nurtured with love.

Some receive so much of love and

that is pretty much a prosperity to them.

Some want attention,

some want their voices to be heard.

Because in their lives,

 people wouldn't bother anything that they want or wish to say.

That was the kind of experience

I've gained from all the education and tutoring activities that I join in KMB.

Those are perks of being an IB students.

Nation needs volunteers,

especially among those who are oversea graduated,

SBP or MRSM gems

to teach and enlighten the hidden gems,

those with potential that 

they never realise it has ever existed.

I pledge to myself,

I will come back and join Malaysian Youth Organization,

in collaboration with government,

to ensure that everyone stands a chance for a proper education.

They need us.

I hope you're with me too.

Booster

So I did this during my past time.

People always tell me,

don't dream big.

To fly, is not a guarantee.

But I tell myself,

NO!

I will dream big,

big enough,

more that what I can achieve

because I want to feel the pressure.

I want to strive for it.

And if Allah has fated something else for me,

then I don't feel guilty for not doing my best.

because indeed,

I will always let Him decide the best for me :)

Revenge

Revenge is Infinity

Indeed.
But a little portion of revenge
is somehow a need.
But it's not the best solution of all.

If one day
you feel unneeded,
leave.

Because it hurts.

When she's gone

Because one day,
you will realise
how painful it is to be neglected
when you're excited sharing things
with someone.

Because one day,
you will realise
how hard it is to pretend like
nothing ever happen
because you don't want
anyone to know that you're hurtful.

Because one day,
 you will feel that your morning is
incomplete when she doesn't
wish you good morning anymore.

Because one day,
you will feel like you're losing
something when no one
ever annoys you with hmms and uhhhs anymore.

Because one day,
you will feel guilty
for never appreciate that one thing that you used to have.

And it all will happen,
when that one person,
is no longer in your life.

Be Kind.

I feel bad for expecting too much.

Oh no, that wasn't the right thing.

I should've reminded myself this.

Be kind.

No matter how bad people treat you,

be kind.

Be kind to everyone.

Because if they were to leave you,

they'll regret that.

Because you've given them kindness.

Something that not everyone can grant them.

So, be kind.

Have Been High when You're Feeling Low

I overthink.

A lot these days.

Then I think again,

this time I put some flavour and spice of wise.

Maybe this happens when I keep on chasing happiness

and forget Allah.

You know when you forget Allah,

He will make you feel sad because only sadness

and difficulties can make His servants closer to Him.

People always forget their Creator when they're happy.

Alhamdulillah.

Thank you Allah, for making me realise.

Where should I stand.

Effort (?)

You were right when you told me

we can't judge someone based on his effort.

Because when he got what he wanted,

he would be effortless.

Indeed.

It's like speaking for yourself.

Everyone does that.

But I would still look at one's effort.

The effort to stay.

Or to make me stay.

Stat-Us

I scrolled down 

ad read

and reminisced 

why did I write certain things;

I've seen so much of happiness and joyfulness in me.

I was a happy girl back then.

Where did all go wrong?

I should have been carefree since before.

And know that this will be the drawback.

Because by the end,

you can't expect happiness come from someone,

it lies within yourself.

Weep

Because at times,

I always feel like 

I've given more,

so much of efforts

to make things work.

And I've always received

something that worth less than that.

Or maybe it was me expecting so much.

And to have high expectation is always my mistake since day 1.

And Write

I am pissed off with my own attitude these days.

I've become sickly sensitive and always got myself affected by what people say.

I don't like myself acting like this.

I want to avoid this kind of attitude so badly.

But.

I am not sure.

Well, this is so crazy.

I should fix this.

We should fix this.